to secure or not to....

Have you ever been working until every morning you just wanted to think of some way to avoid yourself getting to work?
This is what I had been through for the past 1 and a half month....After working for all these years, this is the first time i'm having this feeling. I feel myself like working just for the sake of money now and totally not for the sake of any interest at all, be it for my future career or my interest in the job.....wanted to let go of this just like that, but i'm too timid to do it without anything in mind what's the next move....i admit i'm the one people that need security in life....tried very hard to convince myself that i got nothing to lose but I just can't.....can't really imagine what will happen when later on in my life i have more commitment in life, i believe my need of "security" will be much more stronger....any suggestion on how I should deal with this?